I have always wanted to blog! To vent, to tell my secrets, my wishes.
I don't have many close friends. If asked why, I would probably say that growing up, I had two brothers, and a neighborhood full of guys. I had to be one of the guys. And although I had girls who were good friends while growing up, the two closest burned me pretty good after we got out of school, and grew up. Women drive me nuts, and I still really relate to guys better. Don't get me wrong- I'm straight, and hubby and I have made two boys, so I am just geared for guys.
I don't consider myself a beauty, but am told I'm attractive. I personally think its what you are inside. But, being a girl in a guys world, sometimes it seems like it doesn't fit. And as I've gotten older, it seems like guys can't relate to a married woman. Especially when her hubby is bigger than they are. What is with that anyway? I'm not into women's gossip,-it always seems to come back at you eventually. I am always there for my friends. Guys and girls. But I like my privacy and therefore probably don't share with friends as much as you need to, to be considered a close friend. But, I am jealous of people who have friends they can say just about anything to. So, what? Now I'm going to use a public blog to tell my very secrets? That's an oxymoron of what I just wrote, isn't it? Don't worry. It'll probably be used for day to day stuff and minor irritations.
I know when I was younger, and before I had kids, I kept a journal. I was thinking back and I had it so together back then. So with new technology, maybe this can be my journal. Reading back in it it was all pretty lame stuff, but that girl is long gone, and life is so much more interesting now. As a teen, it was major though.
So, I have a place to come now. To get my thoughts together. I guess everyone needs one of those......
